I still feel like "The science of selling yourself short" by less than jake is one of my anthems.

I drew this comic on scott kurtzes's cintiq. it was my first time really sitting down and using one, so it was kind of neat!



You can actually watch me draw it on this recorded ustream where scott, kris, and others talk about kickstarter. I mostly laugh a lot and draw the comic. I act like Glenn from the Tom Green Show, basically.

After the comic was done, I just sketched a bunch so here is all those damn sketches (scott came in and sketched too, SEE IF YOU CAN FIND HIS!)

( big sketches underneath the cut!! )

Here's a comic Thomas asked me to make for his GF.

shufflin thru TNG one episode at a time. I havent really even gotten to experience beard man riker. its all a lie *pushes everything off the table*

The following is a direct transcription of a conversation my mother and I had via TXT message, regarding visiting our family down south for Christmas.

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MOM: "I booked a room at Super 8. Fitty-Tree bucks plus tax."

ME: "Is it a Jacuzzi room?

MOM: "Naw, that was 145 dollars plus tax."

ME: "Bullshit. Tell you what: Roy and I will burn the place down into a smoldering pile of ashes for 10 dollars. After you leave, of course. That'll show 'em."

MOM: "You're on."

ME: "I knew you'd see things our way. The $10 is just for the gas it would take to ignite the place. Roy and I don't do this for money. We just love FIRE.

MOM: "Absolutely!"

ME: "Fire burning like the flames of Hell, reflected in the eyes of your Boys. Ten dollars is too little a price to pay."

I dont know if you'll ever read this but regardless of what happens from here on out know this: I love you. I always say i dont throw that word around liberally but maybe i do...or maybe i just fall in love too easily...but regardless...after more than a year, im sure i love you, now more than ever. When we first started dating we always used to joke about how i couldnt figure quite figure you out and i guess i still cant exactly. You're like no one ive ever met before and i can say that with 100% honesty. You make me happy. You make me feel wonderful in ways ive never imagined. You scare me. Not in a bad way. You motivate me better than anyone has before.

I know ive been a bad person lately, and im sorry. I want to do better. I hope like hell i havent screwed this up, i hope i can salvage this. You tell me you think we can if i just work harder...and by god i will. Trust has never come easily to me, anyone who knows me knows that and probably knows all the reasons why. I dont know if this gesture will mean as much as i mean for it to to you, but im going to muster all the faith i have and put it in you, im praying you dont do what has been done to me countless times before. I think im always going to have these demons that whisper to me that everyone is lying to me and im just going to have to fight them with everything i have. As one of my heroes said in a song "you dont face your demons down, you gotta grapple em jack, and pin em to the ground" and thats just what im going to have to do.

Ive reached a point where i know what needs to be done. I need to break through procrastination and laziness and do what im supposed to. This coming year is going to be different and im going to have to do alot of fighting and being strong. I just pray you'll be by my side to help me.

I simply cant lose you.

I've seen how you are with exes...and i dont want to be excommunicated out of your life.

This has been one of the worst weeks in a long time.

Im so worried its going to get worse.

Please god just let me be wrong.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CPIT4nsT24&feature=related

its scary how much i identify with this

I feel like im bracing for impact.

I wanna be wrong.

I think its about time to grow up

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